Fi - A Memoir of My Son

The story of a mother grieving the sudden loss of her twenty-one-year-old child - from the award-winning and bestselling memoirist of Don''t Let''s Go to the Dogs Tonight ''Truly extraordinary'' HELEN MACDONALD ''A profound and gripping memoir about surviving unexpected, devastating loss'' SUNDAY TIMES ''A mesmeric celebration... Will help others surviving loss - surviving life'' NEW YORK TIMES It''s midsummer in Wyoming and Alexandra Fuller is barely hanging on. Grieving her father and pining for her home country of Zimbabwe, reeling from a midlife breakup, freshly sober and piecing her way uncertainly through a volatile new relationship with a younger woman, Alexandra vows to get herself back on even keel. And then - suddenly and incomprehensibly - her son Fi, at twenty-one years old, dies in his sleep. From a sheep wagon deep in the mountains of Wyoming to a grief sanctuary in New Mexico to a silent meditation retreat in Alberta, Canada, Alexandra journeys up and down the spine of the Rocky Mountains in an attempt to find how to grieve herself whole. By turns disarming, devastating and unexpectedly, blessedly funny, Alexandra recounts the wild medicine of painstakingly grieving a child in a culture that has no instructions for it.

About the author

Alexandra Fuller

Report

Life writers often want to be likeable. Fuller's not in that camp: rawly bereft, she doesn't care how she comes across... It's no easy ride in her company, but that's the point: she doesn't spare us the pain inflicted by "the sharp knife of a short life" Guardian

Product details

• Authors: Alexandra Fuller, Fuller Alexandra
• Publisher: Vintage UK
• Languages: English
• Product format: Paperback
• Release: 10.07.2025
• EAN: 9781529931624
• ISBN: 978-1-5299-3162-4
• No. of pages: 272
• Dimensions: 129 mm x 198 mm x 15 mm
• Subjects: Fiction > Narrative literature > Letters, diaries; Guides > Health > Alternative therapies; HEALTH & FITNESS / Alternative Therapies, Memoirs, FAMILY & RELATIONSHIPS / Death, Grief, Bereavement, FAMILY & RELATIONSHIPS / Parenting / Motherhood, Coping with death & bereavement, Sociology: family & relationships, Complementary therapies, healing & health, Complementary therapies, healing and health, Sociology: family and relationships, Coping with / advice about death and bereavement, BIOGRAPHY & AUTOBIOGRAPHY / Memoirs