I Only Believe in Myself - Conversation with Murielle Joudet

A long-form dialogue—on cinema and survival—with the visionary French filmmaker.

—Catherine Breillat to Murielle Joudet

Catherine Breillat has always told just one story: her own, the story of a young girl whose existence was forbidden, who was, from childhood, cut in half, split between her mind and her sexuality, marked by the shame of being born female. She became a filmmaker at a time when choosing that vocation meant disobeying the world. 

During six months between September 2022 and March 2023, the film critic Murielle Joudet interviewed Catherine Breillat for thirty hours, often following up with further discussion over the phone. Joudet and Breillat discuss each of her films in chronological order, moving freely between Breillat’s cinematic vision, her life, and the situations, artworks, and thought that have inspired her films.

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A conversation with Catherine Breillat is as much a cinema master class as it is a lesson in survival.

Product details

• Authors: Catherine Breillat, Murielle Joudet, Christine Pichini
• Publisher: Random House USA
• Languages: English
• Product format: Paperback / Softback
• Release: 07.10.2025
• EAN: 9781635902617
• ISBN: 978-1-63590-261-7
• No. of pages: 224
• Series: Semiotext(e) / Native Agents
• Subject: Humanities, art, music > Art > Theatre, ballet