Go the Way Your Blood Beats

When Emmett de Monterey is eighteen months old, a doctor diagnoses him with cerebral palsy. Words too heavy for his twenty-five-year-old artist parents and their happy, smiling baby.

Growing up in south-east London in the 1980s, Emmett is spat at on the street and prayed over at church. At his mainstream school, teachers refuse to schedule his classes on the ground floor, and he loses a stone from the effort of getting up the stairs. At his sixth form college for disabled students, he''s told he will be expelled if the rumours are true, if he''s gay.

And then Emmett is chosen for a first-of-its-kind surgery in America which he hopes will ''cure'' him, enable him to walk unaided. He hopes for a miracle: to walk, to dance, to be able to leave the house when it rains. To have a body that''s everyday beautiful, to hold hands in the street. To not be gay, which feels like another word for loneliness. But the ''miracle'' doesn''t occur, and Emmett must reckon with a world which views disabled people as invisible, unworthy of desire. He must fight to be seen.

''Vivid, engaging... this insightful memoir sheds light on the author''s life as a disabled gay man who is often rendered invisible'' Andrew McMillan, Guardian Book of the Day

''A frank and intimate memoir written with an incredible clear-eyed intensity'' Claire Fuller<>

About the author

Emmett de Monterey is a trained psychotherapist. He lives in London with his husband and their dog. Go the Way Your Blood Beats is his first book.

Product details

• Authors: Emmett de Monterey
• Publisher: Penguin Books Uk
• Languages: English
• Product format: Paperback
• Released: 27.06.2024
• EAN: 9780241995785
• ISBN: 978-0-241-99578-5
• No. of pages: 288
• Dimensions: 129 mm x 198 mm x 19 mm
• Subjects: Fiction > Narrative literature > Letters, diaries; Non-fiction book > Politics, society, business > Biographies, autobiographies; Connecticut, BIOGRAPHY & AUTOBIOGRAPHY / Personal Memoirs, Central London, SOCIAL SCIENCE / People with Disabilities, Of specific Gay & Lesbian interest, Coping with disability, Disability: social aspects, c 1980 to c 1989, SOCIAL SCIENCE / LGBTQ+ Studies / Gay Studies, Relating to gay people, BIOGRAPHY & AUTOBIOGRAPHY / LGBTQ+, LGBTQ+ Studies / topics, Relating to people with cerebral palsy