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Zusatztext “[A] real-life account that progresses like a suspense novel….It may be impossible to fathom how the staff continues working in such an environment without experiencing it personally! but BEHIND THE GATES OF GOMORRAH may well provide the next best option.” Informationen zum Autor Stephen Seager is a board-certified psychiatrist! a former assistant professor of psychiatry at UCLA School of Medicine and a multiply published author. His work has been featured on national television and radio! including Oprah! GMA! NPR! and Larry King! among others. Klappentext A true insider's account delivers an eye-opening look into America's largest state-run forensic hospital. Behind the Gates of Gomorrah PREFACE Raymond Boudreaux and I sat at opposite ends of a rickety wooden table—with him nearest to the door. This was a mistake. Two fluorescent ceiling tubes lit the cramped space, and the walls were war-surplus beige. A single small window in the door looked out into a hallway. The July air hung musty and still. My chair made a tiny screech against the chipped linoleum floor as I slid it forward. “Mr. Boudreaux, good afternoon,” I said. “I’m Dr. Seager.” Boudreaux didn’t reply. Clad in robin’s-egg-blue hospital scrubs, he was a hulking black man with shoulders wide as goalposts. I felt fixed in his gaze. “Mr. Boudreaux . . . ?” I tried again. Boudreaux’s eyes didn’t waver. I shifted uncomfortably, wondering how long someone could actually go without blinking. A psychiatrist, I’d recently been hired to run an inpatient unit at a large state forensic mental hospital. It was the kind of dangerous, unsettling place made familiar by the fictitious Baltimore State in The Silence of the Lambs. After a week of training, Raymond Boudreaux was the first patient I’d talked to alone. I was rushing to get home. It was late, and the room had been convenient. “I’m your new doctor,” I persisted. “How are you feeling, sir?” Another pause. Then Boudreaux’s impassive face changed. “You’re a bloodsucker, aren’t you?” He smiled, his Creole-tinged voice smooth as glass. He tipped his head and studied me like a curious dog. His eyes narrowed. My heart leaped. A forensic mental hospital isn’t like a regular mental hospital. The patients aren’t just psychotic. They’re also criminals. They’re the school shooters, James Holmeses, and Jeffrey Dahmers of the world. I’d seen Raymond Boudreaux on CNN when he was first arrested. Boudreaux’s breathing accelerated. “You and that fucking district attorney,” he said. “You’re both in this together. I know your kind. You’ll beat a man to death, then suck the blood out of his corpse.” Boudreaux, a New Orleans native, had graduated from Yale with an MBA. He’d worked in management for a bank in San Francisco. Then he became ill. A month after his termination, he killed his boss and several coworkers with a shotgun. “I’m going to strangle that faggot DA,” Boudreaux snarled as he stood. “Or you.” His massive frame partially obscured the door and I became acutely aware of the seating error. Panicked, I stood as well. With hands as large as skillets, Boudreaux grabbed the edges of the table and pushed it forward, pinning my thighs to the wall. My chair clattered to the floor. I looked frantically toward the small window into the hallway but saw nothing. I reached for the belt alarm we’d been issued for situations like this and remembered that it was still in my office. Sweat rolled off the crest of Boudreaux’s shaven head. “Don’t move, you son of a bitch,” he seethed, and pushed the table harder. Amid the terrified jumble in my head, an old piece of advice appe...
